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Jul 11 2005 03:06am

Nuebus
 - Student
Nuebus
Waking to floods of color
Pictures in my mind
Constant dreaming, screaming, bleeding
(make it stop)
Rush of people in my life
Wanting, needing, pleading, teasing
With their false smiles and hidden agendas
(make them go away)
I serve with a smile
Giving, helping, pleasing, listening
Emptying myself of all that is good
Left alone tired, spent, drained, used
(ive got to stop)
In the late hours of the nite
safe in my special room
Candles, incense, dagger, stones
Malediction on my mind
(Curse them! Make them pay!)
Make someone love me....
Skyclad I meditate
Cure me of all that i hate
Dont let me become the one who
uses, abuses, hates, invalidates
(lets it all go)
Keep me pure knowing that once in a while
I will see people like me in the shadows too
Let me not be decieved, distracted, mauled
By the repugnance of my society
Someone will recognize me
Someone will love me
I open my eyes and realize
I am not too lost to be saved

wandering lost in these shadows,
watching all that is around me,
what is it i see now?
blinding white light begging me,
luring me somewhere to take away the pain,
shall i go with this flow?
or stay within the loneliness
like a thick blanket, suffocating and torturous
In those shadows here i sit,
i realize that the light isnt the light of death,
but the light of love.
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Sanity is for the weak -Let the madness consume you...
I'ma moron, i'm the master of morons, i even got a club of morons... so how do u beat me at bein a moron?... and no, not by being u.
Ex-Padawan of Chaos~


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Jul 12 2005 08:17am

Nuebus
 - Student
 Nuebus

:eek:
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Sanity is for the weak -Let the madness consume you...
I'ma moron, i'm the master of morons, i even got a club of morons... so how do u beat me at bein a moron?... and no, not by being u.
Ex-Padawan of Chaos~


Jul 12 2005 08:04am

^Solid Snake^
 - Student
 ^Solid Snake^

Quote:
'I'ma moron, i'm the master of morons, i even got a club of morons... so how do u beat me at bein a moron? ' - by being me :P


someone beat me to it :P
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"Who dares...wins" Solid Snake
"Old enough to know what death looks like" Solid Snake
"..and through out my experience, I thought I had luck on the missions...until I discovered The Force..." Solid Snake (never said that one but we wish :P)


Jul 11 2005 05:54pm

=..::Iñù¥asHa::..=
 - Student
 =..::Iñù¥asHa::..=

'I'ma moron, i'm the master of morons, i even got a club of morons... so how do u beat me at bein a moron? ' - by being me :P
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'People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. You must present something of equal value to gain something, that is the principle of equivalent trade in Alchemy' - Edward Elric

Jul 11 2005 01:35pm

Thomasooo
 - Student
 Thomasooo

I'm not a big fan of poetry, but that was quite good. :)

BTW: Can I be in your club for morons? :D
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Jul 11 2005 12:58pm

SaZ
 - Student
 SaZ

too much complexity for me - non-english person :)
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playing jk3 since 30th of january (2005), member since 1st of february. [Unofficial Master to Vision and Z�diac ] If you can make a fool of yourself infront of 300 people you can do anything - Jaiko D'kana

Jul 11 2005 12:20pm

Nuebus
 - Student
 Nuebus

no1 appreciates the art of poetry nemore...
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Sanity is for the weak -Let the madness consume you...
I'ma moron, i'm the master of morons, i even got a club of morons... so how do u beat me at bein a moron?... and no, not by being u.
Ex-Padawan of Chaos~


Jul 11 2005 08:15am

=..::Iñù¥asHa::..=
 - Student
 =..::Iñù¥asHa::..=

Quote:
You keep making topics like these :eek:?


look, his sig explains it all.. :P
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'People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. You must present something of equal value to gain something, that is the principle of equivalent trade in Alchemy' - Edward Elric

Jul 11 2005 08:04am

Tyrant
 - Ex-Student
 Tyrant

You keep making topics like these :eek:?

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