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Aayla Secura - ex-Student  |
Hi everyone tis mara, making this post really just to explain why i have been acting strange for some time. - if you don't care don't read the essa nothing that interesting. Well i've got to tell a little story to get you up to speed. I was once known as SharwynD'kana, but everyone knows that right? Under that name i wasn't happy infact quite depressed in real life and my internet life and wasn't "all quite there". Anyway as sharwyn i met a player called Luke Skywalker, who infact really cheerd me up and i wanted to become his padawan, i saw my chance when on the Jrb server, i think it was, the "d'kana" had a meeting. From this meeting i sumised (wrongfully at the time) that the d'kana wanted to radiculy change "The Jedi Academy". So i spoke to Jacen being JAC at the time and i told the truth of what i heard on the server. I was really quite afriad to tell him but i did and then asked if i could have another account so people or the d'kana wouldn't know who sniched (and save me saying goodbye to everyone who i liked but didn't want to explain why i wasn't happy) and the jacs did give me a new account the one i'm using now. Now i'm still not sure what happend but i ended up getting accused by buzz of telling lies just to get a new account, the fact i gave up my "friends" to tell them i was extreamy upseting and the fact he ambused me on msn, but i can see why. Everything was fine untill a person called Dante figured out or was told by luke who i was... and not getting on with dante at all, he told everyone. Becuse i had setteld in and was friends with AngelD'ana (but i think she knew who i was anyway) i didn't mined too much. But i was a utter cow to bambi and shes hated my since. And then i got it into my head that all the d'kana hate me jaiko told me a few times they don't apart from bambi but i couldn't beleive him since i did stab them all in the back. Anyway everything was ok untill my depression got quite bad (thinking of taking my own life at the time, not becuse of this place but real life issues, though this place didn't help much)and i started to leave for 2 weeks or so, and then would come back and then leave. And that leads up to now where i have asked luke to drop me, (even though over something quite small it was important to me), and this post, where i have "gotten over" (if you can) my depression. and now am at 6 form and having a good time, but its very hard work and i cannot spend all my time on a comp anymore, so i won't be posting after this. Though i will check bords once in a while  so inessance i've been quite messed up for a long time and just really wanted to explain my behavure and stuff... hope this post helps to explain but:Luke, angel, katan, jackio, jaina, bambi, dante, and everyone else sorry for everything thanks for reading Lata Mara Jade (ps. tryed looking to spelling mistakes forgive me if there are any) _______________ IN UR FACE I'M NOT BLONDE! |
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Baaaaaah.... we lub you MJ!  |
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Wolfwood - Student 
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Mara rules, kthx. Nuff said. And I am glad you sorted out your RL. Ill talk to you on msn some time  _______________ ~ Honor is a fool's prize. Glory is of no use to the dead ~ |
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Smilykrazy - Retired 
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hehe technically you are my sister then because Luke was my master and brother! Anywho, im glad you got your life together. That can be really hard to do. I wish you nothing but the best! _______________ RIP MOM 06/29/58-07/31/08 Married to Koyi Donita 4/30/11 |
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Fire - Student 
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wewt sweet glad you got over that stuff. dont take this place WAY too seriously though, it's meant for fun  |
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D@RtHM@UL - Student 
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Glad to hear your over your depression Mara, starting to miss you |
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Thomasooo - Student 
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Good to hear that you're over your depression, Mara. And it takes guts to make a post like that! _______________ In the navy and LOVING it!
Recipient of comment no. 1000 and heart-warming words from Ataris!
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Carda Jowol - Student 
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well this does explain why u were away, but never new about the other stuff, so its all news to me, but I'm glad u are back to ur normal self _______________ [Gran Father/Founder of the Jowols] |
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Katan - Student 
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Good to hear from ya again. Come find me on MSN sometime if ya ever want a chat. -K. _______________ |
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AngelD'Kana - Ex-Student 
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Its not really betrayal if you ask for forgiveness, its more of a mistake, you have shown t hat you are a true friend mara, there is no need for apologizing _______________ SMILY RULES ALL AND SHE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT Quote: Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live. - Mark Twain <Jedi_Prodigy> BOOOO angel! SEE SMILY? JP EVEN THINKS IM RIGHT I WIN 12:15:30(AM)] * DJ_Sith gives Jacen_Solo a golden shower }{ [01:33:00(AM)] * DJ_Sith give `orion a wonderful golden shower! }{ [01:35:41(AM)] * DJ_Sith gives doobie|broke a wonderful golden shower!
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Acey Spadey - Student 
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*hugs* good to hear from you.. if you ever need to have a chat or need any help with homework, just give me a yell and we can have a chat. take care _______________ .Lag Bro to Xanatos. Adopted Twin to Bubu. Big-Brother to SmilyKrazy ---- JATSRAD Guru, JASE Member, JA SP Mod Staff ---- The Order of the Stick -- Big thanks to Mango for my avatar -- Quote: Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun.
Quote: (Random hella old quote) <Fizz of Belouve> .. in sovjet russia, cereals spit at YOU!
Quote: whats the point of growing up, if your not allowed to act childish!
Padawan - Henkes
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Jaiko D'Kana - Student 
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Heya Mara! Its definatly good to see you again, especially on MSN. You know that me and the other D'Kana dont have any hard feelings between us haha we still love you to bits! You know ive always been around for you to talk to if you need a hand JA OR RL related, and im still here now. I wish you all the best and every success in your future, your a bright girl and you know how much potential you have, just dont be afraid of it. Hope to see you soon MJ Take good care -JaikoD'Kana- (Chris) _______________ The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind. William James (1842 - 1910) |
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xAnAtOs - Student |
Eesh. Well it's good to hear that you've gotten over your depression. Live a healthy and prosperous life, don't let events at the ja affect your rl, and vice versa. You know, the first time you met me, you told me you were my 'niece', being lukes padawan and all. I never really got to know you well, but heck. Anyways, good luck with everything _______________ Brother to Luke Skywalker and (SKX) Dark Blade 
Lag Brother to Acey Spadey 
Jools is my best friend.
<Henkes> nebody feeling like abusing me with a lightsaber?|+Smilykrazy grabs Gradius, beats the living CRAP out of him, then throws him into a huge vat of ACID |
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