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Apr 18 2005 03:45am

MOTREC
 - Student
MOTREC
This doesnt come easy for me guys so bear with me.

Well as many of you have heard i am retiring. Not because of the clean up or this or that with the jedi academy. i love this place and the people in it.

As of this past year my behaviour has been steadily getting worse. I attribute this to the loss of my best friend Chris Sonneson passing a year ago this last easter. I take grief out on others who dont do anything really wrong, I have treated some of you pretty crappy and for this i apologize to you. I hope that for those who have felt my sting, they will forgive me my wrongs and move on to having the fun they deserve here. I also apologize to all of you for being a jerk at times.

dont think for a minute that this is easy for me. it isnt. I have to make peace with this demon that makes me hurt. Until that happens im not very useful to anyone.

i thank all of you for the countless funtimes we have had. To Virtue and Hardwired i say thanks for every moment you guys shared with me. without you guys my start would have been my ending. To katan i say, thank for putting up with this old man and his yen to annoy you.

To my padawans: i hold all of you guys close. we have had certainly a ton of fun together and you guys are all close friends as far as im concerned. I hope you guys can understand and forgive me for retiring. you guys became extremely leet and learned well not only in game but on a social level too. youve all became more than i ever hoped for and i hope you all stay tight and keep the fun going. Much love to you guys.

krytikyl, you and ashley are the goods. you two went way out of your way for me. thank you guys i totally think you guys are awesome.

to my pad bros especially lackey. im not running im recouperating. i dont want to be another obit. so im sorry if you guys feel i ran. i gave it my all. thanks for all the great times you guys gave me. you surely are all awesome people.

to my grandmaster db and my pad uncles especially tallepyon. you guys watched me come from zero to hero i hope you enjoyed the ride. i sure did. tallepyon man you totally rock!!! anyone who is lucky enough to be talle's friend knows exactly what im saying. talle you are way funny and make me laugh even when i feel my lowest. thanks for that talle it means alot.

to my brothers and sisters in the ranks... you guys have helped me in so many ways and im sorry if i was a burden on you. you guys deserve all the best that life has to offer and i hope you all attain that. im especially sorry if i have ever made any of you to feel bad or mad i never meant or would ever want to hurt any of you guys. thanks so much guys and gals:D

jacen aratan...man where do i begin with you. you were the one who helped me when i first joined the ja and the one who still helps me when ever i need it. you play games that you totally hate with me just because i like to play them. that is the best man i thank you for all that youve done and endured for me. lots of love to you jacen.

To the teamspeak crew... you guys endured my style of fun for a long time. thanks for laughing with me and having the fun we did togeher. keep up the laughs and try to annoy n00b alittle more to keep him in line. you guys are fun as all hell. thanks ts crew!! :D


if i left you out of my mention im deeply sorry its not that i forgot you its just that the more i type to you guys the harder it gets. and trust me it hurts pretty bad already. Know this and know it well though, you guys are all very special to me and i hope you have a ball in the future. keep the home fires burning for me guys. i love ya's.

Thanks to you all for the fun ass rollercoaster ride that was my time in the jedi academy i thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

forever yours,
MO

This post was edited by MOTREC on Apr 18 2005 03:50am.

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Apr 19 2005 10:52pm

Virtue
 - Jedi Council
 Virtue

MOTREC asked me to make a permy on this thread linking to a song that he wants you all to hear.

So listen up and think of our beloved MOTREC.

Take it easy man, you'll always be held in very high reguard by most of the Students at the JA, but particularly the JAK+, for helping us do what needed to be done, whilst enjoying ourselvs. :)

Don't stay away too long, bro.

- Virtue. :alliance:
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Apr 18 2005 08:22pm

Urded
 - Student
 Urded

cya Motrec. Hope wherever you go in life people enjoy your presence as much as I did.
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Apr 18 2005 07:17pm

solitude
 - Jedi Council
 solitude

<3 ya man, i hope things work out well for you. all the best for the future and take care :) ill try to stay in touch.

ill miss ya man :(
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Apr 18 2005 07:06pm

Rinzler
 - Student
 Rinzler

what talle said :o

teamspeak/insta crew for life!
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Apr 18 2005 05:08pm

DaRtH-MoBiLiTy
 - Student
 DaRtH-MoBiLiTy

Chris,

Brother, your the man. I understand the rough road your going down man. I know that sometimes it seems as though RL is crashing down around you. But remember the definition of who you are is not determined by how you react during the good times, it is how you respond in the rough ones.

Just remember that your not alone. Your a child of God. Your more than a conqueror because you put your trust in him. Hand the stuff over man. You know you have that right.

Meanwhile dude, do not think how your going to be in a year or in a month or even next week. Day by Day bro. Pray for peace and strength and you will receive it. Love ya man and I'll always be there if ya need me.

P.S - Meeting you in Chicaco with Sirius and the rest of us geeks was sure great man. We all know just how big your heart really is underneath that rough exterior. :P Friends for life man, thats what you took home from that trip. Don't forget it and dont be afraid to use it. :)

-DM-
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Apr 18 2005 04:54pm

Darth Sirius
 - Student
 Darth Sirius

How about a rollstab for the road?

It has been fun. You are one of the first faces of the academy for me and if it wasn't for Chicago, I would not have joined. What can possibly top watching saber duels in Target?

Just know that I appreciate you and have enjoyed dueling with you on the server.

Your friend in and out of the academy,

Jerry,
One of the original members of the Chicago Crew
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Apr 18 2005 04:30pm

o2b
 - Student
 o2b

MOTREC, I couldn't even begin to understand, and I won't insult you by pretending I do.

Come back when you're good and ready, and if that day never arrives, farewell friend :) I'm glad I at least got the chance to meet you.

Apr 18 2005 03:32pm

JP
 - Academy Pimp
 JP

/me rubs Motrec's feet...I LUB YOU MO MO!!!
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This comment was edited by JP on Apr 18 2005 03:32pm.

Apr 18 2005 02:42pm

Liso
 - Student
 Liso

I hope all works out :(
Thanks for the talks :)

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Apr 18 2005 02:26pm

Coogee
 - Student
 Coogee

:(
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Apr 18 2005 02:10pm

Lithaerien
 - Student
 Lithaerien

Sorry to hear that you're leaving. I had a great time on the JA Server, especially your classes. I hope you will have some time to log in occasionally and talk and or duel with us.
Best of luck
I'll miss you
-Kyle
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Apr 18 2005 01:47pm

ozzcoz
 - Cosplay Nerd
 ozzcoz

Almost a year ago to the day, I took my first official class here at the academy. I turned up not knowing what to expect. What I found was one of the greatest people I have ever known. You took me under your guidance, and without that I don't know if I ever would have stayed around in this world as long as I have. I attribute so much that I now have to knowing you. I can't know your pain, and for that I am lucky. But I understand why you have to do what you do now. Always my master, forever my friend, I hope one day we meet sir.

Goodbye for now, and good luck. Don't be a stranger, y'hear?
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Apr 18 2005 01:45pm

SaZ
 - Student
 SaZ

:'( its almost like goin to visit ancestors graves :'(
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Apr 18 2005 01:33pm

Aiddat
 - Student
 Aiddat

Bye Motrec, it really is a shame you're leaving. :( Well I hope life gets better for you, goodbye.
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Apr 18 2005 12:28pm

Khâ D'Kana
 - Student
 Khâ D'Kana

Sad to see you go :(

But I trust you for having taken the right decision. We will wait you until the day you will feel better. It was nice to knowing you :)

-Kha D'Kana
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Apr 18 2005 12:01pm

Mookie
 - Ex-Student
 Mookie

:(

Apr 18 2005 11:35am

Tallepyon
 - Student
 Tallepyon

Please visit alot ><

Apr 18 2005 11:06am

Plo Koon
 - Student
 Plo Koon

mo-betta, thank you for being a good and fun JAT. I hope you find what your looking for, may the force be with you...always :alliance:
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Apr 18 2005 10:53am

Carda Jowol
 - Student
 Carda Jowol

ya man shame to cya go we loved ya man <3, and I'm sorry about ur friend as well =( I hope things work out for the best m8 =)
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Apr 18 2005 09:07am

Henkes
 - Student
 Henkes

Hey MOTREC
I'd like to thank you for taking me under your wings as you did, you showed me the ropes in this place.
I want to double thank you for all the times you bared with me, and even talked me out of leaving this place. Know that I feel proud you have been part of my JA experience and know that I will always be there for you, whenever you feel like a chat!
Take Care of yourself allright?

Yours Faithfully,

Henkes
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This comment was edited by Henkes on Apr 18 2005 09:09am.

Apr 18 2005 09:01am

Masta
 - Jedi Council
 Masta

Shame to see u go Mo. <3
Take Care of yourself man...
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Apr 18 2005 08:58am

Akkarin
 - Student
 Akkarin

noooooooooo!!! sad to cya go mo, but i hope u find ur way. thanks for the awsome classes.

Apr 18 2005 08:38am

Jacen Aratan
 - Student

Mooooooooo! :(

Apr 18 2005 08:08am

Jade Jedi
 - Retired
 Jade Jedi

Where to begin, first of all thank you, with out your help I would never have gotten on TS, irc, msn or the servers for that mater. With out you my whole Academy experiance would have been different if not short lived to say the least. You have tought me so much not just about playing the game but being apart of the community. I have so much more I would like to say but words fail me. So Ill just finnish by saying again, Thank you from the bottem of my hart. take care of yourself Mo and please dont be a stranger, I'm always up for some Insta. :(

Hay, how YOU doin.

All the best,

Jade Jedi :alliance:
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Apr 18 2005 08:06am

Mindrith Pride
 - Student
 Mindrith Pride

well take care bud :) look after yourself and remember the arms of the academy are always open to ya if u ever feel like coming bakc :)
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Apr 18 2005 08:03am

SilkMonkey
 - Distributor of Cold Ones
 SilkMonkey

Take care Motrec. I'm not sad, because I'm glad I got to hang out with you while you were here, and that you were part of my JA experience.
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