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Edit 2: Apparently, I can't pull myself away from the ENTIRE SITE! LOL. I guess all the support I have recieved held me down.  I don't mean to lay my burdens on everyone, but thanks for the support...don't worry about it, though. I don't think I need any support nor did I ask for it. I guess I'm sticking around now, so you all can celebrate. LOL. I really did think I could run from the JA. Boy, was I wrong. Not possible...really not possible.Edit: Apparently, I can't pull myself away from this forum. I suppose I'm a little addicted to the site at least. Well...I haven't really QUIT, but I have slacked off a LOT. This forum is now kind of...half and half... It's about me leaving the JA, but it has turned into a discussion about me and my girlfriend. That's fine with me. But that doesn't drop the fact that I will leave soon. For now, I'm on standby until something good happens, so I'll post in this forum for now.______________________________________________ Edit: Now for my original "goodbye" message... I've had two names at the Jedi Academy. I was Sladious before I was Ale-Daramos. This is because I took a long break from playing and my account expired. Now, my friends, I believe it is time for me to leave for good. As the usual messages about leaving say, life has pulled me away from the Academy, but it's much more complicated than that. I believe this calls for a little explanation. First of all, I have wasted too much of my life on video games and I have quit playing them without even realizing it. Now, I feel as though I need to make up for my lost childhood I should have spent with my friends outside. I have sat around too long and I now regret the last 14 years of my life. I began playing the Atari when I was 2 and I was addicted sense then. I'm 16 and I QUIT! I don't HATE video games, but I don't find them as fun as life. On another note, I have school almost all day now and I have no time for games. I need to study and find a way to earn money so I can move. I need to get my permit and learn to drive. I need to make things better for myself. Last, but most certainly not least. I would like to move to Tennessee as soon as possible. Why, you might ask? It sounds typical, but the story is too complicated to explain here. There is a girl in Tennessee that I feel like I haven't been loyal enough to. She needs my help and I need hers, but we're over 9 hours away from each other. Yes, it sounds typical, but it's the fact. I love her too much to stay behind and do nothing. If I really love her, I will do anything to get to her...and that's what I'm going to do. If you have a problem with any of this, feel free to complain. I don't plan on visiting the site again, so don't expect a response. I may have not been all that popular, but I still have to say sorry...so I'm sorry I'm leaving, guys. It's something I need to do. I can't say that I'll miss you guys, because I won't. Nothing against anyone, but I really care too much about my girlfriend to care about anything or anyone else. SAYONARA! _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short.  Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight. This post was edited by Ale'Velkyrii on Sep 08 2003 01:11am. |
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Well, I think she could use a boyfriend, but I think I can give her the joy in the world even without being her boyfriend. It would suck for me, but it would also make me happy. Life is full of paradoxes _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student 
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Ouch...things appear to really suck for her.  I didn't know YOU were suicidal once...I'm glad that you didn't go with it; I'm sure you're glad too. It feels great to help people in need, so I've recently TRULY discovered. Once you've experienced something that you hope to never experience again, you know so much about what NOT to do. Like the first time I loved someone. It caused my four-year depression when she left and knew nothing about how I felt. The other day, I helped a friend with a similar situation that was causing her a lot of grief. I knew that I had to tell her about what happened with my decision, because I couldn't let it happen to her. After giving her encouragement and words of advice, she did what I couldn't do and is really happy now. I was happier than she was that night because I was able to prevent her from the same fate I suffered. Things keep looking up at times...then they just drop back down when something else happens. I hope she wants you as her boyfriend. I think that's something she would need; someone to be close to. I pray that things work out for the better.  _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Kueller - Student
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Ale, she has had terrible parents for years and her school is horrid too. She is a "aleternative" girl (just like I am "alternative" You know longhaired and such) and that's why she is not accepted as a member of this society. I have had my troubles with wanting to commit suicide, but I handled it (I've been bullied for 10 years non-stop) and I helped a lot ppl ever since. I think I can understand a bit of how she feels, but I can never understand the true scope of it. anyway, I don't know if she wants me as her boyfriend. I don't give a damn about that at this moment, at this moment I want to make sure she'll be a happy girl again who learns to look at the cool things in life instead of the bad ones. _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student
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Hey, Kyp...I DON'T WANT TO COME BACK! lol. I've lived by this same town for my entire life. If I move away, I'll want to stay away forever. I don't like it here. Besides, I know I'll love Tennessee, but not JUST because of my girlfriend. I like bluffs and mountains, but where I live is entirely FLAT land. _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student 
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You scared the living hell out of me, Kueller. I thought for sure that she was dead...then I read the edit. and at the same time. Sorry that she decided that, but I'm happy you were able to convince her otherwise. I can only imagine the worry you felt. Try to keep her together. I don't know why she wants to kill herself, but I won't ask why either. If you want to tell us, that's fine. I believe in Hell, and I also believe that killing yourself will send you there...that's not exactly the way I want to go. One question...does this mean the week away from each other is over early? If so, I'm sure you're happy, but the cause is a real killer. Ok, that was a bad choice of words. lol... Keep her spirits up. And keep YOUR spirits up, because it's hard to keep people happy if you're not happy. _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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KypNadon(AFK) - Ex-Student 
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IDEA : get your girlfriend make some money and coma back. (it will take a few year...) _______________ CHICKEN |
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Er, what? _______________ JiM |
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Kueller - Student 
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Today it's the grand finally. She has decided to commit suicide, I hope she won't be able to. I'm going to intercept her, pray for her ppl. I'm off to try to safe her. EDIT: I just came back, she wants to live again (for now). I'm the most happyiest person in the world _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student
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On another note, things are progressing. I GOT MY DRIVERS PERMIT TODAY! w00t! YAY! ANOTHER...frickin' year... At least the timer has started counting down. T-minus 365 days and counting. ACK............... oh well _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student
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LOL, guys. Pron is possible, yah...but only after we're 18...LOL. But, that's a joke 100%/all the way/entirely. We're both too strong in our religion to break our beliefs. Edit: AND it's just WRONG! Kueller: I HAVE to wait to move in with her. LOL. I'm only 16! I have a question...what do you mean September? It IS September! Your plan is quite acceptable, methinks, but I agree that it will be QUITE hard. Heh...I don't plan on working at McDonalds EVER. I'm not going to settle for a whimpy, flimsy, minimum wage job. I would settle for that if it meant helping Tiff...but she doesn't need my financial help yet, so the need isn't there. And, Kueller, your advice HAS been the best advice. I didn't expect DJ to agree with pron...he may be joking, but he didn't add a smiley or anything. He's making me wonder now.  Overall, it sounds like you have a decent plan in mind, but it's a tough plan to stick to. At first, I felt really rash about it, but I've been maturing really fast lately...it's weird. Like I said before, things affect me really fast. In the past few months, I've changed from immature to more mature than my 21 year-old brother. HEH...that's not hard to do anyway. LOL.I hope things work out better for you and whats-her-name. Feel free to talk about it on this thread...though you apparently DO feel free to talk about it. I may have problems of my own, but I've discovered recently that I'm more selfless than I thought...not selfish, selfLESS. I care about people's problems too much. Thanks for the support. _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Kueller - Student
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I GAVE GOOD ADVICE. IT CAN'T BE POSSIBLE!! _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Monteeeeeee - Nugget 
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DJ dont forget its also plan c and d _______________ If you add me to MSN, tell me who you are
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pr0n is the best advice yet given in this thread. You can't go wrong with it. It's plan a AND b. _______________ My car is made of Nerf. |
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Kueller - Student
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I agree taking risks is the only way to really live. You need risks, life isn't gonna give you anything if you don't gamble for it. And yeah, money sucks, it really sucks. We have enough money (my parents) and it always makes me feel guilty to toher ppl who don't got the money. And Ale, it maybe sounds a bit stupid, but... maybe you should wait until september to move in with her. It would be very hard, but it shows everyone you have got a grown up mind. Who knows how hard it is to find a school there, if that goes wrong, you'll end up selling happy meals all your life with McDonalds. What I try to say, I know it's frikkin hard, but plz wait until you graduate, it would ultimately only benefit you. If it is true love, it will last that much longer. Write eachother often, get a job and maybe you can spend a month there to get to know her parents while you're still "living" and studying at home. Tell me if this plan would be acceptable, it sounds reasonable to me. But I'm not the one who has to wait My love for her started while I was helping her out, I don't know. If I help ppl with all my heart it's almost impossible for me to not fall in love if it's a nice girl. I hope that if she decides she doesn't want a relation with me, she would still allow me to help her. She is so far gone, it's really scary. And it's making me feel so really down that I can't help her at this time! _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student
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(This message is all for Kueller) LOL! PRON! Me and my girlfriend making money with pron...LOL. YEP! Definately a joke. If I stick around, I'll graduate this coming spring...BUT I DON'T WANT TO WAIT THAT LONG. heh...we'll find out how things go as they go.YEP! I'm going to lose SOMETHING in the process. I've come to terms with it quite easily. I'd walk out of this house with nothing but the clothes on my back if it meant getting to her. I'd leave my parents and my brother to get there...I'd abandon my friends...ACK. I sound quite mean. I wouldn't ABANDON my friends, but I am willing to move away from them to get to her.I asked her what her parents would think of me moving in...well...heh... They wouldn't be too ecstatic about it. It's not that they don't like me, they just don't know me. On another note...money sucks. LOL. I hate money. Money is the source of all problems in my life. LOL*sigh*...a suicidal girlfriend. I once thought that Tiffany was like that, but she's against it even more than I am. LOL. I'm against it entirely! Well...I pray that things work out for you two. I'm sorry to hear she has those kinds of problems. You may be the one to help her through them. I don't know how shy or sympathetic you are, but don't hesitate to show compassion. That's one of the things that caused Tiff and I to get so close. Just to quote a few things that have helped me. "Nothing will come of nothing" "You know not the risks unless you take a risk" I've had troubles just saying certain things, but knowing that nothing good will come of nothing has made me force myself to say what I wanted to say. Then I was happy I did. Nothing WILL come of nothing...take the risk. _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Monteeeeeee - Nugget
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dude now listen, screw wot people say, sell ur PC sell ur room, sell all ur clothes, just get down there, if u love her so much and she feels the same get on with it, u could die tomorrow and then wot ? ........... all i will say is if it dont work mum and dad will always forgive u _______________ If you add me to MSN, tell me who you are
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Kueller - Student
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When I read you where short of money somethign really WRONG came into mind, you know it's joke so I'll continue: You 2 lend money, get together and make a lot of tapes where you are "happy" to see eachother again. Then you sell them at the high prices dirty guys these guys pay for such video's. And problem solved!!!! MOneymaking can be fun with the women you love. yes Ale I KNOW you're not even thinkin about that, just needed to lighten the mood a bit. I honestly don't know how you gonna get the money, it's a shame your parent's don't have much too. I don't know how long you gotta be in your school to graduate. If it is next year, you just maybe could wait till you graduate and then go to a university (or whatever) near there. The chances of this are maybe slim, but it could be a sloution if a lot of things work out. You know, I am nearly forced to say something that really pisses me off to need to say that: It's gonna be a lot of pain. No matter what way you choose you're gonna lose something I think. I think you realise that, and that's why you want to go to her, because if you're gonna get burned you wanna get burned NEAR her. If her parents don't have problems with you living with them, maybe you could move in with her (I don't know how you are gonna afford the trip). One thing I want to stress out for you is this: keep as many ppl as you possibly can on your side, it will help. And think long and hard on everything, make a list of pro's and con's. With that info, deciding things is somewhat easier. I hope with all my heart that you will see her again soon. Especially now I know again how it feels like to get the feeling that you might lose her. My "girlfriend" (whom I met 5 days ago) has asked me for a week off, without visiting or seeing her. It's hard, very hard, I fell to hard for her, shouldn't have done that but can't help it. All I can hope is that next week she'll decide she wants me to be with her so we can deal with her issues (she is suicidal) and with the "us" thing. _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Ale'Velkyrii - Student
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Sorry that I changed the poll. Battlin' Billy and Kueller have a good point. Or did they? *ponders* Oh well...Now I've got the groove, so it's all good. *pulls some Saturday Night Fever moves* _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Kueller: Yep...I've considered a vacation with her. BUT! I have NO source of income. Not even an allowance. Sadly, that's entirely out of the question, seeing how my parents are always in money troubles to begin with. Monty: Heh...getting "laid" is the last thing on my mind...it's not EVEN on my mind. LOL. I know you were joking, but I still had to say that. Sure, call my parents...HEY MOM! DAD! GET IN HERE FOR A SECOND! That's how I call them. LOL. Bubu: Seeing how I've been homeschooled since Preschool, I'm quite close to my parents, but that's the problem. Ok, THAT'S not the problem, I think...or maybe it is. Ok, I'm confused. LOL. I can't explain my point...sorry. Battlin' Billy: Let me put this in plain view. I'VE PUT A LOT OF THOUGHT INTO THIS ALREADY AND AM STILL THINKING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON. No, I don't have a way to support myself, but that's why I need to talk to my parents about it. As for a plan "B", I don't think it's all that complicated. If I go up there and things don't work out, I can come back home. I don't want to think about plan B, but I know it's something I may need, so I have put thought into it. On another note, I am willing to jump headfirst into this without a plan B if my parents are against it all the way. But I would only resort to that if things got really bad. BUT! I know my parents won't be against it all the way. They'll understand. On ANOTHER note...how old are you again? I know you're a lot older than I am, but I can't remember HOW old. Everyone: ...ok...that's the end of my long message. You can stop reading now. I said you can stop reading. STOP MOVING YOUR EYES ACROSS THE SCREEN! YOU'RE GOING TO GO BLIND LIKE THAT! AHHHHH! STOP READING! *runs off* _______________ Wanna know what my name means? Peralos Ale'Velkyrii: Perilous Drunken Angel, or PDA for short. Perilous, because I'm bound to get into fights I can't win. Drunken, because ALE! Angel, because a valkyrie is basically an angel of Odin. I'm here to send you to the afterlife, but I can't gurantee I'll be stable enough to win a fight.
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Well, I don't want to tell you what to do, but I wouldn't make such a rash decision, not at your age. I think following your heart is good advice, make sure that you listen to your mind as well. Do you have a way to support yourself? Do you have a "Plan B" if this doesn't work out? You shouldn't just blindly go into this and hope that everything works out, give it some REAL thought! Whatever you decide to do, I really hope everything works out for you and that you and Tiffany will find happiness, whether you're 2gether or not! _______________ Midbie Council Member #2 - Profile ID 2073 | Member of B@rtM@ulS@ar | Owner of Monty's 2000th comment & D@RtHM@UL's 8100th comment | Former Padawan of SilkMonkey & Arcuss JA Goaltender & NHL Fan | Fellow Rush fan to Axion|Plo Koon is my oldest JA friend Post your RL pics HERE! | Post you JK2/JK3 screenies HERE! |
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I don't know how the ralationship with your parents is but if it's kinda oke, i would tell them how much ya love your tiffany. First they'll probably talk about the puppy-love but i think that after a while they really believe you. and i think they will do everything to help you then _______________ -Nero Quote: Curious, Smartass, what else? |
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Kueller - Student
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A RL forum would be great BTW. Just gotta make sure it's not gonna be another crazy forum. BUt I likt the idea, because talking about your probs on the internet with a nickname just gives a more secure feeling then letting your probs know to other ppl. _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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we need a new forum: "RL Problems" i voted let your family know about it. i don't know how close you are with them but for me it's always been: Problem --> mom&dad --> Problem gone. they seem to have magic fingers or something that can make problems go away _______________ make install -not war |
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i think he just wants to get LAID nah dont listen to me have fun, if u get in to trouble hey call mum and dad cos they will fix it i love my mum and dad even tho they annoy me alot _______________ If you add me to MSN, tell me who you are
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Kueller - Student
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I didn't vote because I may have a solution (not a good one). When there is a big vacation, meet halfway (so each of you travel 4.5 hours) and spend a week together in a beautifull place. Start saving money. If you make the week together, tell your parents, I think you can work things out with them if you start the situation reasonably. What helps very good is trying to understand why they want it or not, so you can play into the objection and good points of them. If you really want to book succes, offer a lot of own initiative and only ask their permission. It works well, and maybe they will help pay when they see how serious it is, and that you're still doing school well. I hope it works out. _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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