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Dante Valmont - Retired  |
Flash, the fairy tale is over. I died 15 mintues ago. I died forever. I feel nothing in my heart, nothign in my soul. I feel deserted, useless and empty. I will feel like this forever..my heart is no more. I have a finally request. Delete my name from this site, delete any posts that mention my name, and delete any topics with me in them. Don't post me on the history blaze. I want to be forgotten, erased from history. I don't want to exist, like i don't know. Don't bother trying to contact me anyone, this is the last time i check this site. If you try to contact me, i will read what you wrote, and then block you. If i ever come on, it will be just to look at the names of old friends for a few moments. Remember today as the day Dante Valmont and Eric Stearns died. I hope all of you have more worth in your life than my pitiful existence. There is one last thing, i wish to say. I love you, Renee. _______________ "A teacher is one who makes himself progressively unnecessary" |
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AngelD'Kana - Ex-Student 
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Dante your really scarring me with this post You are a GREAT person and an awesome duelist but i cant shake this really strange feeling im getting from this post  It sent a chill down my spine, I wish i knew what was going on through your head but i don't so at the risk of looking like a fool i have to say don't do anything rash or stupid, you have plenty to live for. if i missinterpreted your post then i apologize for that but i wouldnt be able to live with myself if i found out i was right and i hadnt said anything, i had to at least say something. And if i am right about the way your feeling then plz remember there are ALWAYS ups and downs but after a down the best way to look at it is the only way things can go from here is up  So please post on my profile so i know ur ok and coping, im really worried _______________ SMILY RULES ALL AND SHE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT Quote: Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live. - Mark Twain <Jedi_Prodigy> BOOOO angel! SEE SMILY? JP EVEN THINKS IM RIGHT  I WIN 12:15:30(AM)] * DJ_Sith gives Jacen_Solo a golden shower }{ [01:33:00(AM)] * DJ_Sith give `orion a wonderful golden shower! }{ [01:35:41(AM)] * DJ_Sith gives doobie|broke a wonderful golden shower!
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Mitch - Student 
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Hey Dante, whatevers going on I hope it works out good in the end. I'll miss ya bud, thanks for all the great duels and advice...Hope we meet again... Mitch _______________ Power Preceived, is Power Acheived.' Brother to 3th, Janus, and Vlad. |
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Wolfwood - Student 
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The reason for my late reply is that I realy did not know what to post here. Dante, I have said a lot to you already about 3 days ago on the server. You did not seem to be so depressed as you are now so I was sortof shocked when I first read this post. Anyway, I wanted to thank you for your dedication to Jedi Knight 3 and I wanted to thank you for your teachings (not only Jedi-knight 3 related stuff) I will surely miss you a lot. Now, I am going to say like everyone else, I dont know what is going on in your life right now. But letting stuff get to you like this, is not how its supposed to be. Life has its downs, heck sometimes its like falling into a pit with no end coming to it, but remember things cant go bad forever. Get your stuff sorted out, and you know where to find me if you need help. Take good care of yourself my friend.... _______________ ~ Honor is a fool's prize. Glory is of no use to the dead ~ |
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Hardwired - Retired 
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Dunno whats been up in your life. And i can't say that I know you. But one thing I know for sure. There is no problem that calls for a solution of which the likes (I think) You are talking about... Hang in there man. Life can really get you down sometimes. But just keep on trucking and you'll be fine.... _______________ ::Nothing wrong with a little shooting.....as long as the right people get shot:: |
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Thomasooo - Student 
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Well, I wish you good luck in getting back on your feet again, Dante. Try to think of the positivities in life, like love, fun and happiness. Life is a constant challenge, which only the bravest manage to get through. Don't you wanna be one of the brave guys? God speed... _______________ In the navy and LOVING it!
Recipient of comment no. 1000 and heart-warming words from Ataris!
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Steady now guys, don't compliment Dante, he'll cry for a fortnight.  Seriously though, don't worry about this. He's been given an overdue stiff kick up the arse, and he will be back, and we'll all be here to welcome him. |
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Halendor - Ex-Student 
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Let's not throw mud at eachother guys, you aren't running for president of America  |
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DaRtH-MoBiLiTy - Student 
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I agree with Montee, but i would say, "sounds like your not making rash decisions bud" -DM- _______________ One Day, it will all end. This comment was edited by DaRtH-MoBiLiTy on Apr 22 2004 08:05pm. |
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Lancer007 - Student 
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Dante I also think you shouldn't request the deletion of your handle and your posts Because That would be totally unethical and wrong also I think your making a huge mistake. Jaikos right though. |
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Jaiko D'Kana - Student 
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Dante, Undernormal circumstances id say the chance of you reading this are slim, but i think i know you better than that. I dont claim to know what your going through but as ive said you know where i am if you need to talk to someone.Remember your a great man and you will be missed by many especially myself.... Other than that i wish you a long and eventually happy life my friend, and i hope that someday our paths will cross again. plz keep in touch..... -JaikoD'Kana- -Chris- _______________ The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind. William James (1842 - 1910) |
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Monteeeeeee - Nugget 
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From wot i read u sound like a complete Dickhead to be honest, blocking your friends is just pissing stupid........ _______________ If you add me to MSN, tell me who you are
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Setementor - Jedi Master 
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WTF. Quote: never make a permenant solution for a temporary problem. lmao. ------ I don't get this and I really don't get your point. Your dead? So how did you post? This is such a mixed up speech. But really, here are some quotes which cover more or less what I would have said. Quote: i'm speechless... Quote: i can't believe this.. Quote: Dante, life is hard, and I know it as a lot of the ppl in the Academy know it. But life is about choices and living with those choices. There is always a choice, even to go on after a huge loss or terrible setback in your life. There will always be people to help you with the choice you make, but the choice must be yours. Now I'm not going to say what choice you should make, because that's entirely up to you, and only you will know what really happened. I just want you to think about the consequences of your choice, one, leaving this community and trying to start over, hence bottling your feeling up deep inside you, where they will always stay until they come out. I have made this choice once, and I know how much it hurt, so I came back, faced my sadness, cried and was sick for 1 week, but after that, the healing could begin. If you choose to run, the healing will not begin, you will only slide it in your subconsious mind where it will fester and eat you up completely. Please, allow people to help you with your problem, it doesn't have to be the JA if you don't want it, but allow ppl to help you, because we're all here on earth to help eachother and make our lives more valueble. Know that I respect you deeply whatever the choice, and will remember you dearly. Good luck. Quote: ....... This comment was edited by Setementor on Apr 22 2004 05:24pm. |
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DaRtH-MoBiLiTy - Student 
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....... _______________ One Day, it will all end. |
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Steinin - Student 
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Again? Pull yourself together, man. I did so and here I am. _______________ 362 Ohi on! |
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D@RtHM@UL - Student 
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It is sad to see you go Dante, my friend. I hope you will change your mind about what you said. |
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Kueller - Student 
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Dante, life is hard, and I know it as a lot of the ppl in the Academy know it. But life is about choices and living with those choices. There is always a choice, even to go on after a huge loss or terrible setback in your life. There will always be people to help you with the choice you make, but the choice must be yours. Now I'm not going to say what choice you should make, because that's entirely up to you, and only you will know what really happened. I just want you to think about the consequences of your choice, one, leaving this community and trying to start over, hence bottling your feeling up deep inside you, where they will always stay until they come out. I have made this choice once, and I know how much it hurt, so I came back, faced my sadness, cried and was sick for 1 week, but after that, the healing could begin. If you choose to run, the healing will not begin, you will only slide it in your subconsious mind where it will fester and eat you up completely. Please, allow people to help you with your problem, it doesn't have to be the JA if you don't want it, but allow ppl to help you, because we're all here on earth to help eachother and make our lives more valueble. Know that I respect you deeply whatever the choice, and will remember you dearly. Good luck. _______________ Personal sleepness-nights-supporter of Virtue. Owner of the 1000th comment of Daidalus and 1943th comment of Gradius! Owner of the 300th comment of Carda! -Taught Gradius all his laming skills
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Smilykrazy - Retired 
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/me cries. Whats wrong dante? Send me an email. Im always open to talk if you need me. Any bro of Lukes is a bro of mine. EMAIL ME!!  _______________ RIP MOM 06/29/58-07/31/08 Married to Koyi Donita 4/30/11 |
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Ulic |retired| - Student 
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I'm not familiar with your situation but I assure you, things can be worse. Try to be more positive, and don't talk about death, because there's always something better. Cheer up, have a nice life, goodbye. -Ulic _______________ Ceterum censeo Carthaginem esse delendam |
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Halendor - Ex-Student
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I know that on the Internet it's easy to leave everything behind and (try to) start over. A lesson I've learned though is that you shouldn't make hastly and often emotional decisions concerning leaving a community you have put great effort in. In my case, I always regretted leaving and came back one way or another. Obviously, I don't know in what situation you're in, but I can only advise you to give it a nights rest and reconsider in the morning. If this is really your last time here, farewell and good luck. |
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xAnAtOs - Student |
Wtf? And yes, 3th is right, heed his words, if not anyone else's. _______________ Brother to Luke Skywalker and (SKX) Dark Blade 
Lag Brother to Acey Spadey 
Jools is my best friend.
<Henkes> nebody feeling like abusing me with a lightsaber?|+Smilykrazy grabs Gradius, beats the living CRAP out of him, then throws him into a huge vat of ACID |
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3th - Retired 
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never make a permenant solution for a temporary problem. _______________ this is the internet, be serious damn it! |
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Vier'na - Ex-Student 
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please.. eric... please.. love... i love you..... i will always love you... i am so stupid... i am nothing without you.. if u live without your heart, then so will i for the rest of my days... come back please... _______________ "Throughout life, one should not miss any chance to hold on to the things that are really precious... if one is truely wise" |
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Fire - Student 
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i can't believe this.. |
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Sauce - =^.^= 
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i'm speechless... |
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monkai - Student |
WTF? |
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