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MOTREC's last words
Apr 18 2005 03:45am

MOTREC
 - Student
MOTREC
This doesnt come easy for me guys so bear with me.

Well as many of you have heard i am retiring. Not because of the clean up or this or that with the jedi academy. i love this place and the people in it.

As of this past year my behaviour has been steadily getting worse. I attribute this to the loss of my best friend Chris Sonneson passing a year ago this last easter. I take grief out on others who dont do anything really wrong, I have treated some of you pretty crappy and for this i apologize to you. I hope that for those who have felt my sting, they will forgive me my wrongs and move on to having the fun they deserve here. I also apologize to all of you for being a jerk at times.

dont think for a minute that this is easy for me. it isnt. I have to make peace with this demon that makes me hurt. Until that happens im not very useful to anyone.

i thank all of you for the countless funtimes we have had. To Virtue and Hardwired i say thanks for every moment you guys shared with me. without you guys my start would have been my ending. To katan i say, thank for putting up with this old man and his yen to annoy you.

To my padawans: i hold all of you guys close. we have had certainly a ton of fun together and you guys are all close friends as far as im concerned. I hope you guys can understand and forgive me for retiring. you guys became extremely leet and learned well not only in game but on a social level too. youve all became more than i ever hoped for and i hope you all stay tight and keep the fun going. Much love to you guys.

krytikyl, you and ashley are the goods. you two went way out of your way for me. thank you guys i totally think you guys are awesome.

to my pad bros especially lackey. im not running im recouperating. i dont want to be another obit. so im sorry if you guys feel i ran. i gave it my all. thanks for all the great times you guys gave me. you surely are all awesome people.

to my grandmaster db and my pad uncles especially tallepyon. you guys watched me come from zero to hero i hope you enjoyed the ride. i sure did. tallepyon man you totally rock!!! anyone who is lucky enough to be talle's friend knows exactly what im saying. talle you are way funny and make me laugh even when i feel my lowest. thanks for that talle it means alot.

to my brothers and sisters in the ranks... you guys have helped me in so many ways and im sorry if i was a burden on you. you guys deserve all the best that life has to offer and i hope you all attain that. im especially sorry if i have ever made any of you to feel bad or mad i never meant or would ever want to hurt any of you guys. thanks so much guys and gals:D

jacen aratan...man where do i begin with you. you were the one who helped me when i first joined the ja and the one who still helps me when ever i need it. you play games that you totally hate with me just because i like to play them. that is the best man i thank you for all that youve done and endured for me. lots of love to you jacen.

To the teamspeak crew... you guys endured my style of fun for a long time. thanks for laughing with me and having the fun we did togeher. keep up the laughs and try to annoy n00b alittle more to keep him in line. you guys are fun as all hell. thanks ts crew!! :D


if i left you out of my mention im deeply sorry its not that i forgot you its just that the more i type to you guys the harder it gets. and trust me it hurts pretty bad already. Know this and know it well though, you guys are all very special to me and i hope you have a ball in the future. keep the home fires burning for me guys. i love ya's.

Thanks to you all for the fun ass rollercoaster ride that was my time in the jedi academy i thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

forever yours,
MO

This post was edited by MOTREC on Apr 18 2005 03:50am.

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Apr 19 2005 10:52pm

Virtue
 - Jedi Council
 Virtue

MOTREC asked me to make a permy on this thread linking to a song that he wants you all to hear.

So listen up and think of our beloved MOTREC.

Take it easy man, you'll always be held in very high reguard by most of the Students at the JA, but particularly the JAK+, for helping us do what needed to be done, whilst enjoying ourselvs. :)

Don't stay away too long, bro.

- Virtue. :alliance:
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Academy Architect


Apr 19 2005 04:11am

LEO2033
 - Student
 LEO2033

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I'll come on TS IF YA DONT GO PRETTY PLEASE!
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Katan's Music Bruver :D

History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it. - Winston Churchill


Apr 19 2005 01:13am

Shang Chi
 - Student
 Shang Chi

Master Motrec, Man real sorry to see you go. I have always enjoyed playing with you. Thanks for all your help with the computer stuff. I will not forget it. I hope we will still see you around the servers. It's been an honor knowing you. May the force be with you always my friend.

Uncle Shang
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Thirty spokes converge on a single hub, but it is in the space where there is nothing that the usefulness of the cart lies. Clay is molded to make a pot, but it is the space where there is nothing that the usefulness of the clay pot lies. Cut out doors and windows to make a room, but it is in the spaces where there is nothing that the usefulness of the room lies. Therefore, Benefit may be derived from something, but it is in nothing that we find usefulness.

Apr 19 2005 01:08am

cHoSeN oNe
 - Retired
 cHoSeN oNe

Take care and keep in touch!!!
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Get busy living, or get busy dying.

Apr 19 2005 12:32am

JK13 /// jaws.
 - Student
 JK13 /// jaws.

:( Gom GOM! I <3 MOTREC :'(
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Apr 18 2005 11:55pm

Scythus Aratan
 - Student
 Scythus Aratan

:(

If you ever want a game of instagib, i'll be here to play :).
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Padawan to the great Jacen Aratan!
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Apr 18 2005 09:34pm

Kainz00r
 - Jedi Knight
 Kainz00r

I'll learn the art of balloon animals in memory of you Mo, you always liked having a laugh with me too.

I'm gona miss you, but i'm glad your taking control of the problems in your personal life. I hope to hear from you soon too.

<33333333
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Apr 18 2005 09:16pm

Pink_Mintaka
 - Student
 Pink_Mintaka

Never got to know you to well, but its always sad to see someone leave:( keep in touch and don't be a stranger in life. so i leave you with my 7 words..... PEACE OUT AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE!!:)

Apr 18 2005 08:41pm

Flux
 - Student
 Flux

Man, I don't know what to say. The JA just won't be the same without you, and I will always remember those funny moments on TS that still make me laugh. I had a blast playing insta, and it was always the better when you were around. Hopefully you can come around every now and then just to say hello, or maybe get another game of insta going. I'll see ya later, Señor Rollstab. :)
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Apr 18 2005 08:22pm

Urded
 - Student
 Urded

cya Motrec. Hope wherever you go in life people enjoy your presence as much as I did.
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Apr 18 2005 07:17pm

solitude
 - Jedi Council
 solitude

<3 ya man, i hope things work out well for you. all the best for the future and take care :) ill try to stay in touch.

ill miss ya man :(
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Joined 16 October 2004 | Retired 10 April 2005 | Returned 05 June 2008 | Made Staff 27 June 2008 | Made Council 18 January 2009
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Apr 18 2005 07:06pm

Rinzler
 - Student
 Rinzler

what talle said :o

teamspeak/insta crew for life!
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Apr 18 2005 05:08pm

DaRtH-MoBiLiTy
 - Student
 DaRtH-MoBiLiTy

Chris,

Brother, your the man. I understand the rough road your going down man. I know that sometimes it seems as though RL is crashing down around you. But remember the definition of who you are is not determined by how you react during the good times, it is how you respond in the rough ones.

Just remember that your not alone. Your a child of God. Your more than a conqueror because you put your trust in him. Hand the stuff over man. You know you have that right.

Meanwhile dude, do not think how your going to be in a year or in a month or even next week. Day by Day bro. Pray for peace and strength and you will receive it. Love ya man and I'll always be there if ya need me.

P.S - Meeting you in Chicaco with Sirius and the rest of us geeks was sure great man. We all know just how big your heart really is underneath that rough exterior. :P Friends for life man, thats what you took home from that trip. Don't forget it and dont be afraid to use it. :)

-DM-
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One Day, it will all end.

Apr 18 2005 04:54pm

Darth Sirius
 - Student
 Darth Sirius

How about a rollstab for the road?

It has been fun. You are one of the first faces of the academy for me and if it wasn't for Chicago, I would not have joined. What can possibly top watching saber duels in Target?

Just know that I appreciate you and have enjoyed dueling with you on the server.

Your friend in and out of the academy,

Jerry,
One of the original members of the Chicago Crew
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Learning staff from Janus,


Apr 18 2005 04:30pm

o2b
 - Student
 o2b

MOTREC, I couldn't even begin to understand, and I won't insult you by pretending I do.

Come back when you're good and ready, and if that day never arrives, farewell friend :) I'm glad I at least got the chance to meet you.

Apr 18 2005 03:32pm

JP
 - Academy Pimp
 JP

/me rubs Motrec's feet...I LUB YOU MO MO!!!
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Come on now, every Generation X boy wanted to be Luke Skywalker. Is it because he was a whiney farm boy from some backwater hack planet? No, it's because he was a FREAKING JEDI. He could block lasers with his lightsaber. He could levitate droids & rocks & crap with his mind. Come on, he choked two pig dudes with just a simple gesture. He cut off Darth Vader's hand and kicked him down a flight of stairs. He got his @$$ zapped by lightning from the geezer Emperor, stood up and said "s'at all you got b!tc#??"

This comment was edited by JP on Apr 18 2005 03:32pm.

Apr 18 2005 02:42pm

Liso
 - Student
 Liso

I hope all works out :(
Thanks for the talks :)

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"We make a living out of what we get, we make a life out of what we give."

Apr 18 2005 02:26pm

Coogee
 - Student
 Coogee

:(
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Bro of many in a very deformed family tree || Formerly a Padawan of Motrec, Kenyon & Aphex AKA Quiet Guardian, QG and Coogie

Apr 18 2005 02:10pm

Lithaerien
 - Student
 Lithaerien

Sorry to hear that you're leaving. I had a great time on the JA Server, especially your classes. I hope you will have some time to log in occasionally and talk and or duel with us.
Best of luck
I'll miss you
-Kyle
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"The Dark Side? I've been there... Do your worst!" ~Kyle Katarn "Don't force it" ~GeForce

Apr 18 2005 01:47pm

ozzcoz
 - Cosplay Nerd
 ozzcoz

Almost a year ago to the day, I took my first official class here at the academy. I turned up not knowing what to expect. What I found was one of the greatest people I have ever known. You took me under your guidance, and without that I don't know if I ever would have stayed around in this world as long as I have. I attribute so much that I now have to knowing you. I can't know your pain, and for that I am lucky. But I understand why you have to do what you do now. Always my master, forever my friend, I hope one day we meet sir.

Goodbye for now, and good luck. Don't be a stranger, y'hear?
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A wizard did it.

Apr 18 2005 01:45pm

SaZ
 - Student
 SaZ

:'( its almost like goin to visit ancestors graves :'(
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playing jk3 since 30th of january (2005), member since 1st of february. [Unofficial Master to Vision and Z�diac ] If you can make a fool of yourself infront of 300 people you can do anything - Jaiko D'kana

Apr 18 2005 01:33pm

Aiddat
 - Student
 Aiddat

Bye Motrec, it really is a shame you're leaving. :( Well I hope life gets better for you, goodbye.
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-Aiddat, the Gran with the green blades.
"You have a right to be angry, but believe me when I say you don't want to feed that emotion." - Kyle Katarn
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Apr 18 2005 12:28pm

Khâ D'Kana
 - Student
 Khâ D'Kana

Sad to see you go :(

But I trust you for having taken the right decision. We will wait you until the day you will feel better. It was nice to knowing you :)

-Kha D'Kana
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In light of day, nor dark of night, no evil shall escape our sight.

Proud member of the D'Kana family


Apr 18 2005 12:01pm

Mookie
 - Ex-Student
 Mookie

:(

Apr 18 2005 11:35am

Tallepyon
 - Student
 Tallepyon

Please visit alot ><

Apr 18 2005 11:06am

Plo Koon
 - Student
 Plo Koon

mo-betta, thank you for being a good and fun JAT. I hope you find what your looking for, may the force be with you...always :alliance:
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